Request: Natasa Theodoridou - Dorean ~ Greek To English Translation Please ~

Heya, thanks for reading!

After I've been helpt out so quickly last time, I'd love to request the translation for this one, too. *feels greedy*
It doesn't have much lyrics so I hope it's no big problem.

Thanks in advance!

Τόσο που σ' έχω ανάγκη
Είναι νομίζω φανερό
Κι αν πληγωθώ δεν με πειράζει
Φταίω εγώ και για τους δυο

Φταίω που σ' έχω μάθει
Ν' αφήνεις μόνο στάχτη
Να μη με υπολογίζεις καν
Φταίω γι' αυτά και μόνο
Που δίχως να θυμώνω
Στα δίνω δωρεάν

Τόσο πολύ σ' έχω λατρέψει
Στο λέει κάθε νου φιλί
Κι αν καρδιά με καταστρέψει
Είναι δική μου επιλογή

Me again But I admit this one is shorter but more difficult Anyway I hope it has some sense

So much that I have need of you
I believe it is obvious
and if I hurt I don't care
I am to blame for the both

I am to blame that I have learned you(got to know you)
(you) only to leave an ash
even not to 'calculate' me
I am to blame and only for that
that without to get angry
I give free of charge

So much I have worshiped you
it has said each kiss
and if the heart destroy me
it is my own choice

Thanks a lot Lydia! You're an angel, indeed! It makes perfect sense except this one line which I don't quite get. "even not to 'calculate' me "?

Well I had some difficulties translating this word that's why I put it like that in comma " It means like- not to give a damn about me( to ignore me) something like that 'calculate' was like a phrase and literally translated Hope I helped a little bit now