seems impossible to find !

this one seems impossible to find i'm starting to think i've imagined this song.. its kind of an indie low key amazing song.. only know a few lyrics and i know its 9min30sec long... as for the lyrics, its smthin like this:

"scatter the routes of our passage tonight.. the memories we chose to survive....
when she was 5 years came the bright light when she was ten she became the maid's bride..
...try to remember though they've taken your head, why we sleep fully dressed and rise early from bed, who did this to us, who did this to us...
the pearls of our dead bu twhere do we keep them, put them here by the steps, while i climb to the top and i find where i am..."
whoever finds out this song by any miracle, you have no idea how much happiness and releave you will bring to my soul!....

It's called "Moonbeams" by The For Carnation

scatter the roots of our passage tonight
discard the memories we chose to survive
all of our sense overshadowed by a song
pining for strength and deprive from the strong

when she was five years old there's cake and brightlights
and when she was ten she became the maid's bride
with temperance and beauty and salvation unknown
a life isolated, heinous and young

stand up and face it although you're half dead
try to remember though they've taken your head
why we sleep fully dressed and rise only from bed
who did this to us?
who did this to us?

so partial to memory the pearls of our dead
but where do we keep them? put them here by the steps.
while i climb to the top and i find where i am

dEaR atmAsTer.. no words can teLL how tHankful i aM, u've well deserved uR nAme! this meaNs alot to Me! i cant believe you figured it out and i dont knOw How but you've Made someone somewhere very HappY. thanks agaiN*

You're welcome and thanks for the challenge.
It definitely had me searching through the nooks and crannies of the internet.

Good evening¡¡ to everybody...anybody knows the lyric of Grece beneath the pines from the same group?,the for carnation? thanks a lot¡¡¡¡¡