i need an opinion.

[shemeanttheworld]

I Found Love Again.
sorry i haven't contacted nearly any of you who have posted, i posted this a long a time ago.
but i have found someone new, her name is kelly and im slowly but definitally surely falling in love with her.
my life is going great now, but thanks a lot everyone for supporting.

and you fags in my school who read this. haha, laugh it up *****s, see if i give a ****.

[mc lil t]

Originally Posted by shemeanttheworld

heres a little something i wrote that deals with whats going on in my life at the moment. thanks everyone

I just want to realize, that you can hear these words I’m rehearsing them in my head. I have nothing left to hide, you are the reason why I stand, I can’t feel my lungs anymore, I need you here now beside me. Why can’t I just just leave you this way, I’m alone on this ledge on the verge of losing my world, everything that matters to me. Depression is now a content for me, I’ve been lying here for days, thinking of what I should do, I just can’t live my life without you. My god, what should I do? I’m just a train about to derail off the tracks into a field of ashes…please let this end, I can’t do this anymore, your hands are on my face tonight, please just let me go.

i love calsey langton, and she means the world to me. goodbye

dat song is wierd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Taboo 13]

Originally Posted by shemeanttheworld

heres a little something i wrote that deals with whats going on in my life at the moment. thanks everyone

I just want to realize, that you can hear these words I’m rehearsing them in my head. I have nothing left to hide, you are the reason why I stand, I can’t feel my lungs anymore, I need you here now beside me. Why can’t I just just leave you this way, I’m alone on this ledge on the verge of losing my world, everything that matters to me. Depression is now a content for me, I’ve been lying here for days, thinking of what I should do, I just can’t live my life without you. My god, what should I do? I’m just a train about to derail off the tracks into a field of ashes…please let this end, I can’t do this anymore, your hands are on my face tonight, please just let me go.

i love calsey langton, and she means the world to me. goodbye

i like this i can also relate to it a little, im srry u feel like this though

[losluceros3]

Originally Posted by shemeanttheworld

heres a little something i wrote that deals with whats going on in my life at the moment. thanks everyone

I just want to realize, that you can hear these words I’m rehearsing them in my head. I have nothing left to hide, you are the reason why I stand, I can’t feel my lungs anymore, I need you here now beside me. Why can’t I just just leave you this way, I’m alone on this ledge on the verge of losing my world, everything that matters to me. Depression is now a content for me, I’ve been lying here for days, thinking of what I should do, I just can’t live my life without you. My god, what should I do? I’m just a train about to derail off the tracks into a field of ashes…please let this end, I can’t do this anymore, your hands are on my face tonight, please just let me go.

i love calsey langton, and she means the world to me. goodbye

The only part i dont get is "depression is now a content for me" what does dat mean.

[atmaster]

Perhaps comfort and not content was the intended word/meaning

shemeanttheworld,
It's difficult for me to discern if you and calsey both had/have strong feelings for each other or who wants to change your relationship. However, what is very clear to me is that you are in a lot of emotional pain. To get to that place, you must have traveled through a time and place in your life that was very special and wonderful.

There is an old adage that says "It's better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all". From personal experience, at this particular time, it SUX rope and it is of no comfort to be reminded that there are people have not and may never experience that "golden moment" you were blessed with. However, the important thing to remember is that the fact that you did experience that "golden moment" means that you have ability to do so again (perhaps with calsey or someone else).

Don't allow today's pain to destroy the postives of your relationship. One day you'll find it is just one of the many bricks in the house that is your life.

It's been five months, let us know how you are doing.

[azimut]

Originally Posted by shemeanttheworld

heres a little something i wrote that deals with whats going on in my life at the moment. thanks everyone

I just want to realize, that you can hear these words I’m rehearsing them in my head. I have nothing left to hide, you are the reason why I stand, I can’t feel my lungs anymore, I need you here now beside me. Why can’t I just just leave you this way, I’m alone on this ledge on the verge of losing my world, everything that matters to me. Depression is now a content for me, I’ve been lying here for days, thinking of what I should do, I just can’t live my life without you. My god, what should I do? I’m just a train about to derail off the tracks into a field of ashes…please let this end, I can’t do this anymore, your hands are on my face tonight, please just let me go.

i love calsey langton, and she means the world to me. goodbye

... ...


"shemeanttheworld" ... !!! ... hello ... !!! ...


... "reading" your "title" and then your "post" ... I "felt" that what you "needed" was an "embrace" ... ... ... !!! ... ... ...


... I am "feeling" that your "last word" was quite ... "final" ... as such "heartache" is for some "cherubic" ... "beings" ... "too much to bear" ... ... ... !!! ... ... ...


I am really "sorry" (not "apologising" but [and], "empathising" !!!), ... you were in such "turmoil" ... ... ... !!! ... ... ...

... "making a prayer" you are ... "hanging on" ... ... ... !!! ... ... ...


... "our" "world" ... "needs" "your" "words" ... ... ... !!! ... ... ...

... cause you "speak" from the "heart" ... and "our world" is "bleeding" ... and "in need" of ... "your" ... "kind" of "HEART" ... ... ... !!! ... ... ...


... may the "Universe" "keep" you ... my good friend ... and keep you "hanging on" ... ... ... !!! ... ... ...



my very best to you


Azim


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[Bullet for my valentine]

congrats man im happy that ur life has turned around...good luck to u and kelly....