I've Decided

I've decided that it's not at all worth it
I've decided that it's time for me to quit

(chorus)
Will it fall apart?
Will it fall in line?
Will I lost my heart
For the millionth time?
I can't do what I fear
I'd rather leave it here

I've decided that I'll do it all at the end
I've decided that it's easier to pretend

(chorus)

Why do I have to go through this fake and useless show?
Why do I have to show you what I already know?
Why do I have to go through the obvious to me?
Why do I have to show you what you already see?

(chorus)

A bit short, and you repeat the chorus a lot. One other thing, how is it a fake show if it's going through the obvious me? is it that 'me' is fake