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I shake my head as I hang up the phone how has this love turned so cold what once was love has turned to hate how have things changed this way

I pray to god to strike me down to take my life to end it now why has he abandoned me I hate my life cant he see my pain my misery all this is to much for me

When my kids lay to sleep all they hear is her weep trapped in undying misery all because of me how do I explain life is not what’s seen on tv that we aren’t really free just pawns in some wicked dream I don’t want to abandon them to be my dad to hopelessly fail

I pray to god to strike me down to take my life to end it now why has he abandoned me I hate my life cant he see my pain my misery all this is to much for me

Thoughts of death plague my head why cant I just die in bed the only thing that keeps me alive is the looks in three girls eyes who would explain to them that their lives can’t end like this please dear god do what u can don’t make me carry out my plan

I pray to god to strike me down to take my life to end it now why has he abandoned me I hate my life cant he see my pain my misery all this is to much for me