Why does everything have to happen
why cant people just move past the acting
whats wrong with me
I know that all the odds are against me
this is the saddest I have ever been
I want to see the sun shining again
I want the untold lies to be held within
becuase I dont think I can take the toll
put your hands in the air if you think im a failure
lets all just take a poll
emotionally I am lost
I casted my self away to the sea of people
I sold my soul and with it I lost all control
but something these people do not see
is the brightness, the sunshine thats shines inside of me
the destiny that I have to be
a successful young man is what I plan you see
but right now Im real down
this is real low, like im beneath the ground
im sinking fast, im underneath the land
the negative people swallowed me like quicksand
and I cant get out, im screaming
but no one can her me shout
its like im trapped by a wall of glass
I cant get the words out so for now im trapped
my mind is gone
It faded from red to black
but all along I held my emotions back
and now im mad every second
so i look back at the thoughts im recollectin
im just reminising
trying to think back to when I was a happy kid
used to be happy with everything I did
but for now those days are lost
my heart has become cold and its all covered in frost
so every word I breathe is cold too
but im lost with nothing else to do
I look around at these blank faces like who are you
but with these sad days im through
im praying for a better way
im just in search of a brighter day.