verse 1-i dont do drugs and i dont drink,
instead...i sit in the corner of my room and think.
i hold this razor and grip tight on this blade,
i cut my wrist like a diamond cutter cuts a jade.
and i wonder...what lifes got left for me,
i shed tears and drop to my knees.
and bleed.......and watch the blood hit the ground,
my mind twists and turns from these deathly sounds.
my inner me awakens...and my soul rips apart,
the pain i've caused me is destroyin my heart.

chorus- im addicted...............it feels so right,
the dark devours me, as i fall from the light.
my angel grabs me, and guides me to the sky,
his grip slips and i wait to die.......

verse 2-i do it all the time cause its always there,
lifes scary wonders, i cannot bare.
its not when im depressed, its more for fun,
atleast im not trashed up and holdin this gun.
the world around me seems to shrink,
the ground beneath me breaks and farther in i sink.
what if i just gave up and started to break,
what if i was a druggie and was addicted to crank.
my suicidal thoughts are about to act,
my dreams of my funeral is becoming a fact!
cause...........

chorus-im addicted..................it feels so right,
the dark devours me, as i fall from the light.
my angel grabs me, and guides me to sky,
his grip slips and i wait to die........

outro-its finaly my time, leave my soul to rest,
lay me next to big names or the worlds best.
cause when you kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep,
is the day i'll ressurect make u scream!!!!!!!