MOST DAY"S

most days spent thinking about you

sometimes i pretend i'm better off without you

i like remembering things we used to do

then thinking theres nothing left i hold my breath till i turn blue

i find myself guessing what wasnt and was true

on the outside i lie and say i don't care cause i'm through

/i miss you i'm falling apart your voice saying what you don't mean hate bleeding hurtful words your saying degrating games that your playing then when the hitting and screaming is through i got nothing better to do then sit around and wonder why i love you/

most day's spent acting like you ment it when you said together forever

sometimes i say i hate that we were ever

i close my eyes then open them hoping its you i see

i lie and say i'm happy i'm free

i still keep the pictures of you and me on the wall

though sometimes it crosses my mind to take them down and burn them all

/i miss you i'm falling apart your voice saying what you don't mean hate bleeding hurtful words your saying degrating games that your playing then when the hitting and screaming is through i got nothing better to do then sit around and wonder why i love you/

most days i just sit by the phone hoping you'll call

sometimes i scream i don't love you at all

most days i try not to think about you

i even sometimes lie and pretend i'm better off without you