I took some time
Had contemplations
Healing my soul
Nursing lascerations
I'm no closer to where I'm going
Than I was when I began
But I'm farther from where I started
When I started this futile stand
I'm trying to find
Something pure
I'm trying to find
My own cure
Seems it was in front
Of me all along
So blind, I still search
For where I belong
A heart of gold so heavy
It slows me to a crawl
I reach out to help them up
But I stumble and they fall
Sidelong looks and that's ok
Rushing away from my side
So clumsy, I am the fool
Do I have a reason to not hide?
I'm trying to find
Something pure
I'm trying to find
My own cure
Seems it was in front
Of me all along
So blind, I still search
For where I belong
Everything I touch
Turns to dirt
The love I give
Turns to hurt
As fast as I can
You still wait
But I'm still living
And you still hate...
I'm trying to find
Something pure
I'm trying to find
My own cure
Seems it was in front
Of me all along
So blind, I still search
For where I belong
I feel so blind...