Every night, I've tried to sleep, I'm always found restless
I am hot like the burning sun and it's keeping me breathless
my state of mind, it have been obsessed with the existence of you
All the time that I have been thinking, with you, it's too good to be true

Even now, I've drowned myself with your love still buried within me
Screw all the reasons I've told myself, I want you to be with me
But every chance that I have, I let them slip away
My true self has gone apart, as I could not get my ways
I failed to imagine what life is like
If you are nothing but a lie
But every part of your soul
Making me feel that I'll lose control

I'll never know what it's like if we have kept this "love" going
Everything would have been alright if our wavelengths were showing
The reason we've parted our ways was not our love that fade away
But I've lost reasons to move around, I've been sitting here all day
I have listened to all the prayers and all the loving praises
I am holding onto them while I'm passing through my phases

But even now, I've drowned myself with your love still buried within me
Screw all the reasons I've told myself, I want you to be with me
But every chance that I have, I let them slip away
My true self has gone apart, as I could not get my ways
I failed to imagine what life is like
If you are nothing but a lie
But every part of your soul
Making me feel that I'll lose control

I'm feeling lost, kept my head down, every time you passed by me
When I get caught, the sound was dead, your figure were all I can see
The light shined and the vision blurred, blinding us from things we're meant to see
All I want is to embrace and wrap around you in my arms
Believe in the faith that I have to protect you from harms

Because now, I've drown myself with your love still buried within me
Screw all the reasons I've told myself, I want you to be with me
But every chance that I have, I let them slip away
My true self has gone apart, as I could not get my ways
I failed to imagine what life is like
If you are nothing but a lie
But every part of your soul
Making me feel that I'll lose control

so I'll lose control