asma lmnavar- hali lyrics

could someone help me to understand this song??? It affected me a lot but I have no idea what is she saying??? Here is the link https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lROPHpiTnTQ

Asma Lmnavar- Hali ?????

Thanks a lot!!!

Well, this song is very unique actually as I am quite sure that only the singer and her relatives understand what she meant??? LOL

What I understood from the song is that it is talking about a girl who fall in love with a man and then this man left her. And she describing her situation in his absent and how he is suffering as well living his life as dead in her absent. I am pretty sure that other people might understood the song in different way and any different input is so much welcome!

حالي يشَّفي حْبيبي نْسآني
My situation sickening…My beloved forget me!

و جاني مرسول منه باللي رْماني.. رْماني
And I got a message from him which hit me hard…hit me hard

صدقته حرتْ في أمري كرهني في حْياتي
I believed him…I got confused in my situation

عْلاشْ عْلاش يودعني و من غير ما يكلمني
Why…Why he farewell me and without even talking to me

حاولت نمشي له و نشووفوو بعيني
I tried to walk to him and see him by my eyes

و خايفة أنا خايفة يصدمني و يزيد يعذبني
And afraid, I am afraid he will shock me and increase my torture

بشوفة عينو جرحني و غير بسكاتهْ فهمني
I saw him hurting me and with his silent he made me understood

باغي فيه ينسيني و ما نحزنش عليه
I wish I can forget him and never be sad over him

و لكن حالهْ بكاني و كواني
But his situation made me cry and fire my heart

شفتو كيموت و ف أخر لحظاته
I saw him like died person in his last moments

كيمووت كيمووت ...
As a died person…died person