The lyrics are a little heavy, but the tempo's i going to be a little more upbeat.
Comments and criticism appreciated

[V1]
Feel like I’m giving and giving and all you do is take,
I’m burning up on the inside, the smile you see is fake,
Pretend with the best of them, I liar till I die
Do all I can to keep you safe from what’s inside my mind.

[V2]
Why am I constantly letting myself be hurt by you?
Ripped into pieces and you’re breaking my heart into two
You drive me crazy, but I would never defend myself,
Guess I’ll just throw another quarter down this wishing well,

[CHORUS]
And I don’t know why I let myself believe
That one day, you’ll realize the way you treat me.
So go ahead, pick your poison, deal the deck
Cause your words are like the noose around my neck.
And I’m hoping that one day you will see,
The way I deal with all of your negativity
I’ll build myself up, and let you tear me down
But your words are like the pistol in my mouth.


[V3]
I just keep running, and running but there’s no finish line,
Even though I’ll always be in last place in your mind,
Maybe it’s sick the way I let you manipulate me,
But when you’re all I’ve ever known, how else could it be?

[V4]
Maybe one of these days I’ll open up my eyes and see,
That what we’ve got here is broken, just like my self esteem
But when you’re everything I wanted and just maybe more,
How can you blame me for unbolting the lock on my door?

[CHORUS]


[BRIDGE]
Are you listening?
Can you hear scream?
Do you ever,
Do you ever see me in your dreams?
Is this pistol hot?
Is your attention caught?
Did you ever think that maybe you’d push me too far?

[CHORUS]