Understand

I didn't ask to Be born or grow up the way that I am now,
I never intended to hurt anyone, but they still dunt understand how!
N I don't think they could ever see how much the past has meant to. Me,
If you think I'm happy I disagree, my life is fading so slowly!


The problem with me, is that I never let go.
N no one can see, So no one will ever know.


I blamed life on memories that I could never bring back,
When it was really only me, n the amount of blood that I lacked.
Stayed locked up in a room and draw the same sick pictures all day.
Fall asleep in December wake up the next day in May.
Though I still don't know why I always feel so alone,

N Left out!
life flash before my eyes,
chances thrown, and all them little Lies.

You don't know me, and I'm afraid you might not ever will!
Until you show me, or your my boyfriend so baby whats the deal?!


Hey! You listen to me, and understand what I'm sayin.
To conduct a behavior like that, don't you think I'm "Just Playin'"!

Life throws s*** at you and it doesn't matter when,
Sometimes it was for a day, N times it'll come back hauntin' yah again n again.

That other side, is a nightmare, though its also yourself.
Don't let it collide! It'll f*** up with your health!

Your happy one day, n the next hour your punching holes in the wall.
. N cutting yourself, screams echoed throughout the empty halls.
The sound is so loud, it bounces against The mirrors glass.
.. The Shattered you, stares among, the blood falls, you just might kick his ***.

N no you don't know at points when you loose the feel of your weakest joints.
That the people around you,
Love you and care for you!
Your loosing your mind,
Memories bind, around the only light that has ever shined!

I'm not forgetful,
Though I try to forget,
Them shattered memories that collide with me.
Grab the scissors, until he sees.

He says,
"Drop the scissors, your about to make me cry."
He said he hasn't cried in years, though I know that that's a lie.
Throw your phone against the wall, you yell "sorry for the call"
You know he gave you his all.
But you seem to have forgotten everything!

You know he wasn't playin',
Though you wasn't playin' ether.
He tried his best to keep you with him but you so stubborn you didnt see yur-
Messin' with your life, f****** with a knife.
Didn't you f****** see he wanted you to be his wife!!

Look alive!
They've always been beside you!
They've hugged you, kissed you.
Always stood behind you.

N if you can't think,
Don't grab the scissors and sit on that lonely bed of yours!
Don't laugh at the blood leaking from all the brutal sores.
Don't collide with that side and shut your bedroom door.

Cause if you grab those scissors and close the room of cuts and s***, you just might not come out of it.




Idrk why I wrote it... Though it reminds me of Eminem so much idk why lmao.
I might need to tweak it a bit later so it'll be fixed don't worry.
You like? Lol?

I really like this one lMfaO..
Anyone else?

Its good I like it

Yay thankx xD

Do you know how the term "mad as a hatter" was coined?

Whut?...

Well back in the day, hatters, or those who makes hats, were typically exposed to mercury. A LOT of mercury. Well the hatter would eventually go insane because of mercury poison. Hence "MAD as a hatter."

Yeah, I know. I watched Alice in wonderland.

Did you find out how the joker got insane? :0 lmao

n did unlike the lyrics, bro? XD

No and yes, respectively

Yay!!!, and damn!!!!!!!

Well it's a true story so I can't argue with you at all..
And I still have those scissors.

Blah blah I kinda like these lyrics o.o

really good i like it

Haha thanks bro