"I Won't See You Tonight, Pt. 1"
When I saw you I knew you'd be unique
But then I discovered you
Loved somebody already
So I'm afraid to speak
'Cause I don't want to ruin our friendship
So I'll just be by your side
And when I just can't hold it anymore
I'll show you that he may be your boyfriend
But I know he's never loved you this way before
I don't know if it's just love
Maybe it's an obsession
I just know that my heart cries for you
With a burning passion
You could be above with the angels
Or down with the devil
You'd still be the light
That stands in my way
And makes me warm
In the coldest night
My deepest thoughts of you
I shall not reveal abruptly
But I just want to scream
And tell the world
How I'm truly feelin'
I don't know if I'm right for you
But I think I deserve a chance
I don't hate him because he's in the blue
I just never trusted him since first glance
You're everything to me
And I can't afford to lose you
I know I'll have to fight for you
But that's a war I've choosen to be into
Whether darkness falls
Or life turns the way I want it to be
I'll keep fighting for you
But I don't just want to hold you
I want you to feel happy with me
Or else I'd be empty
Empty as a box
Empty as a heart full of rocks
I don't know what else to say
And I don't know if you're going to read this or not
I just wanted to tell you I have an heart
And just wanted to show you how I feel
Just really wanted to let you know
That my love for you is real
As real as my cry
As real as the colors that fall from the sky
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"I Won't See You Tonight, Pt. 2"
Don't think I can only see you as my love
I can see you as a really good friend
And I'll always be there for you
Supporting you until the very end
I know you're going to be by my side
You've taught me how to be strong
I've learnt so much from you
I don't know how I did so much wrong
I can't thank you enough for what you've done for me
How much of a good influence you were in my life
Wish I could say the same
And cut some mistakes I did with a knife
And show you that I can be better than what you see
Although we haven't met personally
I feel like I know you more than anybody
We talk just about everything
Big or small, high or low
Hot or cold, colorful as the snow
I'm also sorry I've lied to you before
I really didn't mean to, I was just nervy
Because the future can really be swervy
Now that I've told you how I feel
And believe our friendship will last forever
My heart and my mind are back to what's real
And not blinded with what I wished
But won't happen whatsoever