"This Is My Goodbye Acrostic"

I love you but this isn't really working
Try after try it's always my fault, 'though you leave smirking

Everything's falling apart between us
Night after night we fight but we still somehow have the same address
Don't really know how it came to this
Seeing as it all started in a blessed night, with a magical kiss

Tempted to cheat but never did
Otherwise this would have ended sooner
Never wanted our sunlight to become lunar
I tried but you just can't see things like they are
Guilty and conscious of my sins I tried to heal every scar
Home alone you always came and looked for a fight
This is how I say "It Ends Tonight"

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"IMpossible"


I really wanna meet you, I wonder what it would be like
Would love be in the air or just a sympathy strike?
Give hands and kiss, then a lovely sigh
Or just a blank kiss on the cheek with no reply?
I'd pay anything to hold you tight,
Because my love for you is rare, it was at first sight.
I never got the chance to show you what you truly mean
And I probably won't have had, by the time you're nineteen.
Would we be perfect? Just like we said we would
I don't know the answer, but I keep on wishing we could.

Would you feel better with yourself, with less bad times?
I wish you would, while I'm writing these rhymes.
I'd love you either way, that's definitely not at stake,
I'll love you until the end, I'm just worried about your sake.
I think about it every single day, that's why I'm typing this,
My name's not Dan or Alex, my love for you exists,
And it's as sincere and honest as it ever could be,
Wish I could heal you forever, wish I held the key.

My heart's a house, and you're protected deep inside,
A tear runs down my face, when you talk about suicide.
We talk 3 or 4 hours per day, but it never seems enough,
I give you a hand 'cause you feel weak, but I know that you're tough.
Maybe everytime you laugh on the webcam, you're just trying to hide
What you really feel, and I'm not making you smile.
Please, never fake your emotions when talking to me
Say everything you want, so I can help thee.
The fear of losing you, has never disappeared,
I'll only rest when my path to you, has been cleared.

My vision of a family is not artificial, it's real
You're my idea of a perfect wife, my kid's momma ideal.
I love your eyes and your beautiful face,
I love being in your heart, in that special place.
We've talked about our future and past
We've talked about kids, and there's no contrast,
Everything matches, it's all perfectly designed,
Maybe God wants us to look ahead and let the sadness behind.

From the beginning to the end, from above and below,
I love you from the tip of your hair to the tip of your toe.
I know we were meant to be together, at least that's what I feel
You're my biggest strength, and at the same time my Achilles' heel
I don't know if we command it, or if future relies on fate
All I know is that I want you, to be forever my soulmate

I love you.