Title: Thinking of You (girls perspective leave comments plz)

i sometime wonder what happened
sometimes i think of going back to your arms
then i remember what you done to me
the pain i still feel today
everyday feeling betrayed
now i'm with someone else
but i'm not happy
how can i be happy
but at least......

(chorus)
it's bettert than thinking of you
thinking of what we had
what we should have become
thinking of that day at the altar
where you left me standing all alone
anything is better than thinking of you
of how you betrayed me, how you broke me
how you shattered all of my dreams
how you lef6 me with nothing good in my life
just trapped in the darkness unable to get away
anything is better than thinking of you
(chorus end)

now i'm with someone else
but he doesnt love me
just loves the pleasure of useing me
forcing me to do what he wants me to do
violating my body how ever he wants to
i do not care
this pain is welcome
no matter how bad it hurts

(chorusx2)
it's bettert than thinking of you
thinking of what we had
what we should have become
thinking of that day at the altar
where you left me standing all alone
anything is better than thinking of you
of how you betrayed me, how you broke me
how you shattered all of my dreams
how you lef6 me with nothing good in my life
just trapped in the darkness unable to get away
anything is better than thinking of you
(chorus end)

when the sun goes down al i know is
my mind is broken
there nothing good in my life but eternal darkness
a pain lasting for all eternity
you stole my life when you left me all alone
you damned me to live all alone forever!
to live a life a damnation
but no matter the pain, the torment, the abuse

(chorusx3)
it's bettert than thinking of you
thinking of what we had
what we should have become
thinking of that day at the altar
where you left me standing all alone
anything is better than thinking of you
of how you betrayed me, how you broke me
how you shattered all of my dreams
how you lef6 me with nothing good in my life
just trapped in the darkness unable to get away
anything is better than thinking of you
(chorus end)

Interesting structure, love the last line "anything is better than thinking of you"

This was a little "too good" Alex and yes the structure is interesting. I also wonder if it's rappable. I don't write rap very well so I don't know, but it has enough force behind the emotions. I just feel very hurt for the girl ... subjugating herself to such pain ... like I said, this is a little too good

you stole my life when you left me all alone
you damned me to live all alone forever!
intresting , the most beautiful song i like it