LET'S JUST GET THIS OVER WITH (working title)

I just wanna start over
Because over and over
I lost myself

No four-leaf clover
When Summer's over
I lost my purpose

There's no light
At the end of a tunnel, so black
I can't fight
Forever, at some point I gotta turn back
Try to start over

How could I be so pathetic?
Missed the point in the rhetoric
Was too weak, too sympathic
Forgot the purpose at the mountain peak

I just wanna start over
The storm only gets colder
From here
I lost my head

Like an obsessed lover
I keep coming over
Even when there's nothing to be found

There's no light
At the end of a tunnel, so black
I can fight
All damn day, but maybe I should just turn back
Hope there's still time
To start over

How could I be so pathetic?
Missed the point in the rhetoric
Was too weak, too sympathic
Forgot the purpose at the mountain peak

I lost
I'm lost
So lost
It's not over
I'll start over
It's not over

I don't wanna go over
The plan not one more time
I just wanna go over
This hump in the weary road
I just want it to be over

There's no lights
On in a mind, so dark, so black
Can't rely on sight
Forever, gotta trust my feet not to turn back
Hope there's still space
To take another step

How could I be so pathetic?
Missed the point in the rhetoric
Was too weak, too sympathic
Forgot the purpose at the mountain peak

Begin again, this time less pathetic
Said **** the point, **** the rhetoric
Poetic, frenetic, unapologetic
There's no room to be sympathetic
I've reached the mountain peak