A Decade Since

I can't believe that it's been ten years
Since I watched my faith in God disappear
And as I watch the time grow near
I'm ready to get the hell out of here
And join you in a place where you are free
If there's an afterlife, I guess I'll see
And if there is not, then life's depressing
To hope for something that you'll never see
If there is a God, then let me ask this
Do You get my point, see why I'm so pissed
Do I have to write it out, make a list
You should already know, if you exist
But for those who don't, those who are reading
He tore from my chest, my heart still beating
To see my dad die, it was not easy
And the fact is, I was nine and pleading
Right now, I'd give anything to see him
No, I'd give up everything to see him
Or go back to all those special evenings
Back to when he got me on the weekends
If you're offended, I don't give a f*ck
It's just that I miss him so goddamn much


Pretty straightforward, but comments are appreciated.

Edited

That was great. Keep up the good work.

Thanks