{ INTRO HEAVY WHISPER}
INTRO A/
Voices of the past
Screaming in my head
A sword suspended
Above my bed
INTRO B/
Insanity swarms me
I try to scream
I want this so badly
To be a dream
{aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhh}
{SCREAMED}
{INSTRUMENTAL}
VERSE 1A/
I hide behind
Lies, anger, Hate
I build shells of myself outside
It harbors my body from cold reigns Of Pain
VERSE 1B/
You said come on, Step out of your mind,
I ask you, please stop the rain
I ask you, please release me from this pain
The past has started to fade and wilt in time
PRE CHORUS/
You said
I’ve got to just trust you to hold my hand through
Then you turned and walked away
CHORUS 1/
As I sever all ties
It creates disruption amidst a circle of memories
I become the sacrifice,
Spare your life and leave me to my misery
VERSE 2/
Now get away from me if grip ahold I'll pull you down into
The hell I call my head you'll never get away
In this ugly place I build walls out of fragments from my past of all the people
that I needed and loved that walked away
PRE CHORUS/
You said
I’ve got to just trust you to hold my hand through
Then you turned and walked away
{SCREAM AWAY}
BRIDGE A/
I’m walking under the clouds of gray,
There are spheres of storms in my head,
I'm trapped again in this endless reign of pain
{Screamed} NO
{I’ve banished the past, I’ve banished my guilt,
I’ve banished the memories, I’ve banished the need,
I’ve banished the will, I’ve banished the time,
I’ve banished the iniquity in this bullshit life,}
{SMALL INSTUMENTAL}
BRIDGE B/
I just want it all to go away,
I just want to run away to die, take it, myself, my life
I’m going mental, off me and pitch me in a hole
I'll always be your shadow,
You can't be the hero anymore,
I spit on my plate then I turn and walk away,
I spit on my plate and I disrupt the family,
I spit on my plate and I sever the entity,
I feel your warmth upon my face Separate.
CHORUS 2 END/OUTRO A/
I need you, I want you
It's always been this way; I push it all away from me
I asked you to stop the rain
I asked you to please release me from this pain
The past has faded and wilted in time
OUTRO B/
You said
Trust me to hold your hand through
Then I turned and walked away