Originally Posted by
Mgibs1982
29 years old trying to stay on a straightened path and embrace the fact that erasing my crAzy past isn't possible like hopping through panes of glass naked and break and smash make it back without a gaping gash or even a ache or scratch/ maniac wasting cash on full prescription pad multiple scripts attached/ **** when it comes to pills I used to mix a batch a little of this and that adderall with xanax/. Got pharmacist knowledge it's back with a monstrous tolerance/ thank god that it's in the past looking back overdosed 3 times a couple of siezures ****ing tardive diskensia/ Dream of benzodiazepines opiates and speed mental insanity I'm told it's a disease/ if it's a disease im a mother****ing petrie dish/ doomed like a leaky ship sinking quick this time it's a deep as ****/. I'm talking bout 6 feet deep when the breathing ends leAve deader that Heath ledger it's over like when the season ends/ toxocology report size of a novel like the king of pop got my doctor on trial by that I'll be in hell I'm rotten and vile craziest athiest **** god and his bible I'm sick!!!
Matt Gibson