It's 3:15 and I can't fall asleep
with my heavy heart weighing on these tainted sheets
I've got more on my mind
then just thoughts to past time
with a word upon my dresser
and a play within these lines
this will be the last ****ing night that I think about you
but the first damn day I'll have everything to loose
And I feel as if I have never felt
the cuts from the cards that this life has dealt
And I hear as if I have never heard
the silent words from a voiceless girl

So play like you want me
and lie like you need this
I've never met a girl that wasn't planing for a last kiss
Just scream like you hate me
and smile like you love it
I'll be damned if I forgive, but for your sake I hope I forget
We forgot how to forgive
but keep searching for a lover
I forgive that you forgot
that I would never love another

It's 3:45 and I'm still living a lie
with my thoughts running wild on these little blue lines
times up please find me, I am lost
for sanity comes at much to great a cost
with fictitious reasons amongst my walls
the truth bleeds through as lies spread across
this will be the first ****ing night that you care for me
but the last damn day you will ever see
And you'll feel as if you have never felt
the cuts from the cards that this life has dealt
And you'll hear as if you have never heard
the silent words, oh these silent words, you stupid girl

So play like you want me
and lie like you need this
I've never met a girl that wasn't planing for a last kiss
Just scream like you hate me
and smile like you love it
I'll be damned if I forgive, but for your sake I hope I forget
We forgot how to forgive
but keep searching for a lover
I forgive that you forgot
that I would never love another

Please save me, please save me
why does it always end this way
things never seems to fall in place
you slipped right through my fingertips
like grains of sands from sunken ships
as waves crashed in you washed away
memories and secrets I'll take to the grave


*all my lyrics are original and copyrighted "File Me In Fiction"