<verse>
I think that I am falling
No I’m not
I feel that I am crawling
I should not
It’s like my body
Has been spit in two
I don’t know which is real
I don’t know
Which is true
<bridge>
I don’t know what I’m feeling
But I feel it deep inside
The only thing that disagrees me
Is my ugly stupid pride
<chorus>
I’m running to walls with my head
But I don’t want to run (for you)
I just want what I can’t have
But this way I’m going mad
I’m fighting my heart with my head
But I don’t want to fight (for you)
What I want I will regret
And this way I’m going mad
I’m going mad
I’m going mad
Mad
<verse>
I feel that I am lying
No I’m not, no I’m not
I know that I am trying
I should not, I should not
It’s like my soul
Is arguing itself
I don’t know how to tell
I don’t know
This is hell
<bridge>
I don’t want what I’m feeling
But I want it deep inside
And what keeps me from admitting this
Even to myself I lied
<Chorus>
I’m running to walls with my head
But I don’t want to run (for you)
I just want what I can’t have
But this way I’m going mad
I’m fighting my heart with my head
But I don’t want to fight (for you)
What I want I will regret
And this way I’m going mad
<Extra>
I don’t want you (I’m going mad)
I don’t need you (I’m going mad)
I don’t love you (I’m going mad)
I don’t want to love you
I want you (Just help me)
I need you (Just feel me)
I love you (Just love me)
I just want to be free