If i told u once
Let me tell u again
My story i have written
Let me begin
Life seemed like fun and games
Then it became betrayl and pain
Put them earphones on
And get lost in the song
Instead of droppin the bomb
I played ping pong
Instead of askin for help i took matters in my own hands
So that means these matters are stolen
Problems broken need to fix em
Feelings spilt but dont mix em
I guess its just lonely me
So when i say we i mean only me
So quiet u could hear a pin drop
U could hear a heart beat or a heart stop
U could hear my thoughts good and bad
Its a pattern striped or plad
Hold up im sick of it
This **** is ****in ridicolous
I aint glad ima gladiator
A rapper with a pad of paper
If the pad was to burn in the fire
I wouldve lost my words
Memories blurred
And feelings stirred
Deep down what is ur desire
I wanna get signed so i can retire
Guess im a liar with a dream
Cuz i told yall i wouldnt go mainstream
Maybe i wont change
Instead of spicin things up stay my original flavor plain
Maybe i will change its a tough decision
Either way i will lose or gain attention
I just sit and watch things go by ima spectator
I get caught in the middle like the equator