I SAY
Hating, when anyone else would love
And I'm fading, out of the minds of everyone
They've all had enough
I say I'm growing
Say I'm doing fine
I say I'm happy
Say my head's in line
Why can't I say I'm lying?
Shooting, for a life where I'm done
Done losing, where anyone else would've won
Wondering, if nothing ever is enough
I say I'm trying
Say I'm confident
I say I'm okay
Say I'm not scared
Say all this bull**** I say
Why can't I say I'm dying?
And why can't I say I don't really care?