Ever been lied to so bad that it makes you sick?
Ever been so fed up with life that you just want give up and quit?
Yeah, me too. Everyday I wake up to the same story, nothing I can do
Try to ease my mind, but I can't get rid of the thoughts of you

So much to handle, I can't grasp it, it's all way too much ****
When I feel like I'm alright, I get hit by a pile o bricks
heavy breathing I can feel my lungs starting to collapse
I don't want anything more than to just sit back and relax

I must have done something wrong to deserve all of this pain
Whatever it is I'm so sorry I just want to all to be normal a-gain
I know it won't happen, but man deep inside I want it so bad
Just for a moment, I want to remember what it's like to not be sad

Constantly depressed with all of the stress that's runnin' through my mind
Why you gotta do it to me? There isn't another guy you could find?
Too much coming at me at once, I know others have it worse but it's my life that I confide
Always worrying if she's telling the truth, or if it's just another attempt at a lie...

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I've been playing mind games and there is nothing I can do
I wish your stories would end up straight so I could get a chance to be with you
So many different people, but your the one I wanna be with
Can't you understand that concept? Or is it just me that's feeling empty-handed?

Verse 2:

I can't stop it I have to grab the bottle and open it
Pop the pills just to feel normal and later topple it
I'm done with it, I'm pullin' up to put a stop to it
I just want it all over, so I recommit and pop it.

Brush it off like it doesn't happen so people don't know the real story
My eyes are getting hazy I can feel my vision startin' to get blurry
Everything is coming at me now, it's frontin' a flurry
I can see the end of it all, and all of it's new-found glory

I wake up to find myself in a new warm morning
A second chance to put an end to my mourning
I take the chance, a new life I've started forming
But you'll always be on my mind, as a forewarning

So I let my soul go, into an eternity I will rest
I can feel the times of my life going by, the worst and the best
yeah, I wanna touch 'em, and get a feel for life just one more time
Throughout the entire course of it, I'll always remember you as mine..

So I say..

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I've been playing mind games and there is nothing I can do
I wish your stories would end up straight so I could get a chance to be with you
So many different people, but your the one I wanna be with
Can't you understand that concept? Or is it just me that's feeling empty-handed?