Identity Loss

I feel like I'm wasting my time
Sitting here as the clock unwinds
It seems so dark
But it's bright outside
What is happening
In my messed up mind
"Chorus"
I can't explain what is happening
And all I know is in the pain I see
Oh I can't explain what is happening
When everything around me
Seems to bleed

I can't explain why I feel so down
When everything that surrounds me
Is a frown upside down
How can that be me
In the mirror I see
Who is that man
Staring back at me
"Chorus"
I can't explain what is happening
And all I know is in the pain I see
Oh I can't explain what is happening
When everything around me
Seems to bleed

My life is caught up in the apathy
So far gone I'm lost in your sympathy
So far away from what I could be
Who am I?
And who am I suppose to be?
Chorus"
I can't explain what is happening
And all I know is in the pain I see
Oh I can't explain what is happening
When everything around me
Seems to bleed
"Outro"
I got to find something to believe
Is this my life?
Or is this make believe

Wrote this song today.

Your lyrics are a song in my imagination; I hear the music. Thank you. Done it again, JohnB! Not everything has to spelled out for the listener. The fact that the singer is confused is the point--let the listeners' imaginations take them what they think happened or what could be. With the right music, this could be a song on the radio. I like it.