Making Holes

I'm reminded everyday
Of everything I left behind
Everything we should have been
Is resonating in my mind
Everytime I make this work
Something inside me dies
I have to let it out
I have to release the lies

So I'm making holes to let out the vile
I'm digging in to release the sin
I'm drilling deep to free my soul
It's all dead and I'm making holes

I'm twisting minds to keep the peace
But my peace is a thousand miles away
A look , a touch, such sweet release
I never wanted it this way
I've seen what I never had
It's only been a teasing taste
But all of my dreams are there
Making all of this a waste

So I'm making holes to let out the vile
I'm digging in to release the sin
I'm drilling deep to free my soul
It's all dead and I'm making holes

Making holes
To feel alright
Making holes
Kept out of sight
Making holes
Just to feel whole
Making holes
Straight to my soul

So I'm making holes to let out the vile
I'm digging in to release the sin
I'm drilling deep to free my soul
It's all dead and I'm making holes