I can't remember the last time
I felt something worth feeling
Or the last time I saw something
That could leave me reeling

I don't remember what it was
I don't know why I am forced to roam
So empty, So alone
It feels like something is coming home

Dull and muted are the pastels
Reminding me where the hammers fell
Am I staring at my final days
As I stand here crying in the grays?

So vulgar and divine in it's way
My life is something no one should see
Hatred breeding happiness you could say
Could you handle being me?

I know when it ended
But I still don't know why
Time has passed I have mended
Is it worth it to try?

Dull and muted are the pastels
Reminding me where the hammers fell
Am I staring at my final days
As I stand here crying in the grays?

Bridge
Don't tell me!
I already know
This was over
So long ago
My life ended
Before it had begun
But I just can't leave
I need to see the sun

Dull and muted are the pastels
Reminding me where the hammers fell
Am I staring at my final days
As I stand here crying in the grays?

Dull and muted are the pastels
Reminding me where the hammers fell
Am I staring at my final days
As I stand here crying in the grays?