Figment of Me

I am a bee swimming in the sea
Looking for something
Something to believe
I stare to the world
And gaze at what I see
But everything
Seems to blend
Right into me
Everything is the same
And I am here left to blame
"Chorus"
I want to be a figment of me
In a world that's always spinning
In a world I can't believe
And one day I'll find my way


Sometimes I run
Sometimes I crawl
Sometimes I do nothing at all
But in the end I am the same
I am the same
Just like the bee swimming in the sea
I am the same
"Bridge"
In this moment I feel all that I am
Falling straight down
And I can't seem to find
My wings for flight
And I drown in the sea
A figment of me
A figment of me
"Chorus"
I want to be a figment of me
In a world that's always spinning
In a world I can't believe
And one day I'll find my way
One day Ill find my way
And I will be
A figment of me

This one has me stumped. I'm usually good at decoding your meaning behind your songs. But explain this one. I'm thinking it's not actually about a bee lol

A figment is something that someone believes to be real but it only exists in their imagination.

I know what a figment is. lol