heres a title.anyone free to post a relevant verse...infidelity.

INFIDELITY


[chorus]
why is it so easy
for you to break my heart
n' i try to hate you
but it fails from the start
i'm weak but ill grow stronger
to your infidelity cuz it hurt

[verse1]
yeah..i wasn't strong from the start
feeling the pain for every throb in my heart
wasted...n sweat soaked in my shirt
pulling this cart..with every stain of your dirt
thunder of your words..blunder of your acts
i wonder...if every man would fall for your pacts
woven in your lies before breaking them asunder
off the grid and the standards of emotional tantrums
understand the hatred in the love and the sweetness of the hurt
thought it would work but we were different from the start
black and white colors always traitorous to the heart
and what we once shared proven dangerous to enact.


[chorus]*2

this post is devoted to "infidelity"; skip the pleasantries..
I'll demonstrate and penetrate whilst missing Melody.
I never cheat.. I mean.. please.. they were supposed to know..
not lost Faith, got Grace and we eloped with Hope.
flipped Trinity's chastity; gave wage to Charity;
ay.. they gave great brain but drained sanity.
low fidelity: ..how vows and verses sound to me.
I love-life loads though I'm cursed to flirt with valkyries.

it's.. kinda like life's a jealous b**** to me;
..stripped since death's a mystery.
check the history.. met Felicity..
but if I tryst with a Miss it's Serendipity.

meant to be? I tend to keep painting the same face but can't be sure..
if it's some girl I loved once, made up or just passed before.
I'd sooner split than betray love, straight up.
she can keep her secrets intact if that breaks trust.
demons and angels are only associates;
social exposure's erroneous.
we'll split when hell's frozen; from polar dystopias;
cold. most boys just love her loneliness phobia.

one hell of a setback; I'd never accept that;
caught Angel cheating; saw the serephim's jetpack.
I aint even need to do fiction, truth's iller..
burnt a chick and took the ring back. Brunhilda.

why tame her? she'd lie an' with a twisted pride imply I'd pried later..
when she's the one that pries and won the prize but doesn't like playahs.
huh, why cater? I bake her prime steak an' it aint the right flavor.
she.. always hated the way I waste time on rhyme cadence.

delicate lessons whispered with the boldest subtext.. beholding sunsets
..results in drunk sex. see, my queen could even handle revolting subjects.
she'd got a regal gait like people wait to view the wedding.. true majestic;
lethal, fake; queen of change released the snakes as proof of ethics.
I bent over backwards but the skewed perspective.. soon regretted.
I aint cheat.. me? please.. seems she was too possessive..
keeping secrets.. truthes resented and the feud's progressive..
sat in silence for a while like we both knew the message.

just blushed under rouge coz she couldn't expose it..
but still busy with her ex men.. coz she rogueish.
whether left utterly crushed or just folded- so slick..
to have and to hold, but the vice got it own grip.
engaged in the same kinda treacherous actions..
said I'd checked her texts just to check the reaction.
heated debates never lessened the passion.
but it was just a winter fling like persephone's sanctions.

infidelity's.. instant therapy or considered remedy.. bitter..
but kid was thinkin' that the love would never die since 'e licks 'er.
came and went.. a blatent vet'; to stray's a trend..
but wait a sec, that aint the end.. I'd make amends.

Originally Posted by _SBU

this post is devoted to "infidelity"; skip the pleasantries..
I'll demonstrate and penetrate whilst missing Melody.
I never cheat.. I mean.. please.. they were supposed to know..
not lost Faith, got Grace and we eloped with Hope.
flipped Trinity's chastity; gave wage to Charity;
ay.. they gave great brain but drained sanity.
low fidelity: ..how vows and verses sound to me.
I love-life loads though I'm cursed to flirt with valkyries.

it's.. kinda like life's a jealous b**** to me;
..stripped since death's a mystery.
check the history.. met Felicity..
but if I tryst with a Miss it's Serendipity.

meant to be? I tend to keep painting the same face but can't be sure..
if it's some girl I loved once, made up or just passed before.
I'd sooner split than betray love, straight up.
she can keep her secrets intact if that breaks trust.
demons and angels are only associates;
social exposure's erroneous.
we'll split when hell's frozen; from polar dystopias;
cold. most boys just love her loneliness phobia.

one hell of a setback; I'd never accept that;
caught Angel cheating; saw the serephim's jetpack.
I aint even need to do fiction, truth's iller..
burnt a chick and took the ring back. Brunhilda.

why tame her? she'd lie an' with a twisted pride imply I'd pried later..
when she's the one that pries and won the prize but doesn't like playahs.
huh, why cater? I bake her prime steak an' it aint the right flavor.
she.. always hated the way I waste time on rhyme cadence.

delicate lessons whispered with the boldest subtext.. beholding sunsets
..results in drunk sex. see, my queen could even handle revolting subjects.
she'd got a regal gait like people wait to view the wedding.. true majestic;
lethal, fake; queen of change released the snakes as proof of ethics.
I bent over backwards but the skewed perspective.. soon regretted.
I aint cheat.. me? please.. seems she was too possessive..
keeping secrets.. truthes resented and the feud's progressive..
sat in silence for a while like we both knew the message.

just blushed under rouge coz she couldn't expose it..
but still busy with her ex men.. coz she rogueish.
whether left utterly crushed or just folded- so slick..
to have and to hold, but the vice got it own grip.
engaged in the same kinda treacherous actions..
said I'd checked her texts just to check the reaction.
heated debates never lessened the passion.
but it was just a winter fling like persephone's sanctions.

infidelity's.. instant therapy or considered remedy.. bitter..
but kid was thinkin' that the love would never die since 'e licks 'er.
came and went.. a blatent vet'; to stray's a trend..
but wait a sec, that aint the end.. I'd make amends.

Someone write one, because no way in hell am I following that up. Lmao. Good stuff guys.

swear on your life to her face
that your love cannot ever be replaced
but knowing your words are already staged
you got her though,shes simply amazed

soon as she leaves your texting another
promising them you could be he best of lovers
this is simply the life of an immature undercover
take her best friend out and then under the covers

she never has a clue that your unfaithful
that your essence is pure lies, so shameful
cant tell a stranger your taken, her number is "gamefuel"
her finding numbers and condoms, its the same duel

what do you do when she thinks something is admist
you just storm out angry and let her know just how pissed
she loves you with her soul and she will never be missed
the ultimate form of betrayal, sealed with a reassuring kiss

hollow on the inside so theres never no remorse
when shes finished you just say its ran its course
ignore her pain, ignorance runs through your pores
cause only a boy cares about how many times he scores

[chorus]*2

reminisce the juvenile detention center meeting in recreation center
one seven and one five planning on a life that's better
n' the peek into freedom left to start from scratch
under Brooklyn bridge like a homeless batch
n' i still search for the heart we shared
the pain n' love that poured the sign we cared
i stare the air like I'd dare command fate
to wash this dirt off my soul n leave it bare
rising together wading through stormiest weather
as a double no single growing stronger than ever
however...the sudden storm that surges
through the calm sea we built..the hurricane crashes
n' you calling for divorce n' you showing no remorse
claiming I'm the cause that we going through this course
arraying it in court and accepting no recourse
I'd pay the cost if i were the cause of course
but we both know your weak morals and weak slit
open to every wooden pecker offering sh1t
my heart's got room but this action would never fit
expecting me to sit back and watch you make your hit
and punch my face the price i pay for loving you
molly and mardy...daddy's always here for you
my rage could be lethal but my kids they come first
for you its done presently a secret of my past

yeah..and i call it sweet revenge knowing it never change
and though my heart is weak I'll store it in a cage
cuz I'll move on...fu*k it I'll move on
and I'll move on...fu*k it I'll move on

and i know i got the strength and my bars they got the length
its the hulk on stage with his anger on the edge
you could duck but you won't miss..you could slither but you won't hiss
asking how I'd be doing my sh1t..crane your neck n' get this hit
[cuz I'll move on...fu*k it I'll move on]


[chorus]*2

[segue]

seasons went
and Theresa left.
left me lookin' foolish,
but April was the cruellest.
every autumn we'd party for eight nights.
without Poppy's daughter, it just aint right.
Grace seemed legit; crazy to risk, and I aint mean to quit. maybe. a bit.
she coulda had saints, even kings, but we'd paint scenes of bliss and she made me her prints.
the babe'll admit, the day that we split was painful and since we.. still hold the essence..
killing me softly since she aint hold a weapon but just implied we might quit and split our soul collection.
given half a chance I'd claim 'Ive not failed you, right'..
but just drove her to drink and then asked her 'what ales you like?'
I really like what arcatyped. wait, that was here though?
I'm more than just two faced.. J Campbell's hero.
stayed faithful to Jess'; we've split since but the babe'll attest.
a lonely life; no trophy wife; it's like a grail quest.

its amazing these memories flooding my brain
i'm cold n these pieces in my heart lashing like the rain
who'd imagine this would cause this kind of pain
no false claim cuz its plain cant play this hurt game
helpless surrender cuz im aching for my partner
seeking for her shoulder cuz no other's better
its clearer the mist that clouded u's growing thinner
dirt's growing cleaner and these emotions they growing deeper
thinking overlooking mistakes for a greener we n'
erase out the pathway that led to this weak end
thicken the ropes that bound us..as love and friend
cuz we one and the same,its time to straighten this bend...

born when I met you, dead when I left you.
(never said bi.. was she seein' Jenn too?)
you warned me to give the art a miss when I rhymed a little.
(that aint even the reason why I cheated on Di with Cybil).
I'd keep the marriage civil and the pact official..
when the pen is kinda like a phallic symbol at this magic ritual.
I'd sooner sever than betray love. straight up.
yeah my ex was a great f*** but I craved hugs.

I'd put out undaground recordz; she'd sooner see hel frieze.. stealthy;
withheld but still held me.. out to profit in a little red dress 'round illadelphi'.
the artform's raw.. hearts all sore..
got a goddess shootin' hardkore porn on our front lawn.
damn prospective lovers with protective mothers..
but I'd f*** with Poppy too. [embedded substance].
ok.. so I apologize for the weak story..
but if I just confessed love for Demi it'd seem corny.

left an ex hoarse.. hardly goin' in deep here..
but keep it low key when the kids sleep near.

I aint sayin' I've got some ancient alias,
but I'd take a bow like my name's..
uh.. wait.. I forgot.
let me take that from the top, yeah?

my soul's devout.. aint sold her out..
and Golden, bow.. I'd hold the crown.
I'd make a good king.. still step to a hood b****..
and ask her polite, like.. bow down if you would, nymph'

yo, truth: I've roamed too.
slept-on spirit; awoke alone in my own puke.
if you slip her a molly.. the love, it won't bloom..
but consider this a modern odyssey; coming home soon.

I loved the whole sight of her in small whites,
More than that ... I loved our whole life.
But any man would look at this broad in a raw light,
Like rubbers are all tight; to covet is alright.
All in all spite wasn’t even a factor,
Haters’d f*ck my b*tch just to be with her after.
Believe me Ive asked her.
And after, I blasted her with a .44, closed her casket with her corpse,
Left her in plaster with the hordes of bodies under my floorboards,
I mourned for a moment, then felt a remorse after,
For mournin the cause of my conflict, then carried on course - "b*st*rd".
Of course I was wrought with aggression, haunted, molested.
Learned suppression, swerved into porn and depression,
Psychotic expressions forced with intellect present but lessened.
There's no way to repress enigmatic protestings.
It was like a kick in my d*ck with a lump in my testes.
The c*nt is testing me, Im gettin punched in the testes,
Identity pending - don't know anymore if I like me,
Vest on my chest while I'm shot by my psyche.
Justifyin myself, tyrrany, tyrant, "youre lyin!"
While the eye of my mind jabs a pen in its iris.
I like to think the love of my life loved me or liked me,
But this f*cked up psyche's all thats left to define me.

yeah...its amazing how weak my heart can get
how hurting this love can get..how its hard to let..
go..of you..act like i aint knowing you..cz we were through
damn it..i aint done with you..n i say it..cz u know its true
i'm living half wishing you were with me..
craving..but half grateful u did leave me..
its hit me..the truth..maybe it wasn't you..maybe it was me
my lifestyle..as crazy as it seems to be..maybe i just need to see..
everything through your eyes and your own point of view..
the bitterness of the circumstance you've been going through
but it aint all so new..we can still work it through..
am sorry..for the silent tears you shed when i wasn't with you..
cz i was roaming too..seeking solace for the perfection..of you
and me..for us..if only you knew..just a gist of what i do
and what its cost me to loose..but it all counts for nothing
..true..cz its priceless hurting..and my heart's still burning...


chorus..

i feel row hatred like slow poison..ill fated like love portion
am soft inside like mashed melon..n drunk from a druid's concoction
hunched over..bent shoulders,hands to chin and knees to elbows
a*s to hard ground cuz aint no comfy pillows
weeping willows..philosophers stone and lonely widows
still crying inside..silent tears..am still dying inside
lonely fears..creeping through the years..spinning like switched gears
love patterns...and hurtful jeers..from vengeful peers
i still see your face..deep in my mind..burried with no trace
hand strangling at ur throat chocking out the life
cuz i couldn't bare the pain..humiliation coming from a wife
but i aint no murderer..letting you go..i set you free
make ur path what you want it to be..without me
atleast i aint no prison..cage you like an animal..i aint no demon
so i hold no weapon..against you..can make it without you
but am glad your happy...keep this pain within me
building the strength and courage..coz life's a journey..

chorus..

i have this dreadful fear within me
can't play no double no more..though you seem to see me
in different light n you want to share my plight..cuz you love me
that you wouldn't hurt me..like she b4 you did me
changed my whole attitude to those of your kind
but i wouldn't mind..starting over..though i hate to find
the same pattern replaying in my life
so i'd have to strive..to wade through the dreadful strife
of another heartless partner...but i guess its my penance
need to give a second chance..face the music n give the dance
take the risk..cuz ur heart seems different..the purity of snow
hope i don't play reversed roles..and dirt it like i know
i hate to show it..but i'd say i'd hate to forfeit
loving again cuz its plain the pain i have to show for it
the game of hearts..cupid's arrows still piercing through it
n' i'd still throw the dirts..hoping you'll fulfill it...

chorus..