Can't Think About Tomorrow, When I Can't Live For Today

[Verse 1]
How could I let this happen?
Let the memories take
over me. Every second I
let them take over me, is
a second i'm wasting in my life.
No one has no idea, it consumes
me from inside. It's getting
hard to not break, when
I think positive, then someone
****s me over & those thoughts
turn into tears. How am I
supposed to be happy when
all I have is me? God please come
save me.

[Chorus]
Can't think about tomorrow, when
i can't live for today.
I need a sign to show me that
i'll be alright.
Someone come save me,
before I completely break.

[Verse 2]
Walking through streets,
thinking about everything that's
so wrong in my head.
I worry about every little thing,
I'm killing myself, But I
can't control it. Secrets hidden
from within, are secrets,
that shall never be spoken.
I look back and I wish I could've
done something different.
I'm like a ticking time bomb,
I don't know how much time I have,
left until I explode. I'm losing
all hope. Some one save me,
from the life I live in, misery.

[Bridge]
When it's going good, it's going great,
when i'm left to fall, nothing goes
right. Maybe I should listen to the voices
inside my head. But i'm to scared to take
the chance.

[Chorus]
Can't think about tomorrow, when
i can't live for today.
I need a sign to show me that
i'll be alright.
Someone come save me,
before I completely break.

Can't think about tomorrow, when
I can't live for today.
Maybe one day someone will
come save me.

Man, you give a scary picture of not being in controll; It's common to all of us.
It's close to the eternal question of Why Do I Live and How To Make The Best Of It?.
Indeed, it's good not to look back too eagerly: you'll always be disappointed at how things are going, or confused why
things are being great right now,lol!
Take an easy stand, Ali: it'd the only way to survive!
Thanks for all these thoughts you exposed so clearly and frankly!

Haha thanks & yea it is a bit personal, but yea ik it looks kind of weird. It makes me look a little crazy. I don't really hear voices in my head, I wrote this a few months back, when I was going through a lot of ****.

Mostly long titles don't work, but this one does. It has a great rhythm: Can't THINK About ToMORrow, When I CAN'T Live For ToDAY. I hear a fast, pounding drumbeat with spooky 80s synths and frantic half-sung/half-spoken vocals in the style of The The's "I've Been Waiting for Tomorrow".

What I really hope, Ali, is that your next song will have a message like Gloria Gaynor's "I Will Survive". When you've come to the conclusion that the dark days are over and you're ready to take on the world!