first attempt

I could never of guessed that going to spain would leave me feeling so refreshed,
I knew it was in my best of intrest's
Just honestly didnt know what to expect,

I was depressed before i left,
Contemplated many ideas pf a suicidal death,
My head was a mess,
Too many problems to take in and digest,
Too many issues that needed addressed,

Like i beared the burden of someone from congress
trying to explain his lack of progress,
so i made it my quest to destress
im really gunna try my ****ing best,
not to be big headed but i know i'm different from the rest
only a few would detest let alone able to make it a contest,
Interlect carrys me on my life changing conquest,

Cos everything is connected when closely inspected
everything has a story behind it when broken down and disected,
many of theories have been disregaurded or rejected,
secrets forever have been ruthlessly protected
at all costs so they can never be detected,
My research suggested that humanity has become infected,

too much time has been wasted,
caught in the matrix,
realisin the reality you actually thought was the safest

is really riled up with blatent hatred,
like the position of satan's become vacant
he could be one of your closest of friends or even be mistaken as one of your relations,
what easier way to carry out his obligations,

All i can do is come up with something new
that can be used
in certain situations to help get anyone through,
in a bid to improve there mood,

at one point i had a smile from one in the afternoon,
all the way to 12 the next noon,
muscles use to it they barely had to move,
in this aspect you probably would of liked to slip in my shoes,

maybe then your gain a first hand view,
of **** you should and shouldnt do,
soz to be rude its just what i conclude,
your souls battered and bruised,
its time living from the heart is finnaly persued!!!!
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First and success attempt good work.

Appreciate your time thanks for the comment means alot