"In The Red Again"

I've cried for deliverance
I've spent time on my knees
All I wanted was a second chance
All I needed was something to believe
Nothing seemed to help
I never got an answer from above
I always had to punish myself
But what I kept telling myself was

So many idle minds
Cannot read the writing on the wall
Better stand for something
Or you'll fall for anything at all

No, not again
Give me my medicine
I'm lost within
I'm in the red again

In the red again, red again
In the red again, red again
IN THE RED AGAIN

I waited for this to resolve
Nothing gave and it's my fault
Well I feel utterly lost
And that's the only result
Of my die hard effort
To banish this demon inside
Now I'm a broken record
Repeating line after line

So many idle minds
Cannot read the writing on the wall
Better stand for something
Or you'll fall for anything at all

No, not again
Give me my medicine
I'm lost within
I'm in the red again

In the red again, red again
In the red again, red again
IN THE RED AGAIN

Out of the blue, into the red again
This demon is in my head again
Clawing and destroying everything
This demon is in my head again

No, not again
Give me my medicine
I'm lost within
I'm in the red again

In the red again, red again
In the red again, red again
IN THE RED AGAIN

"Give me my medicine"..........I can relate to that!

Yeah. Gotta have it.