I try my best to get my thoughts on this paper
but it always sounds improper like hanged or escaper
I'm my biggest critic and I really hate it
No matter what I write, I hate this ****
It's never good, it's never tight
It never flows just quite right
I get no respect from the typewriter
Tap, tap, tapping in my mind at night
I spend hours staring at a blank page
Then rethink if I really want this lane
I want the fame, I want them to know my name
but I do this because I need the release more
And it seems like I always come back for more
I write and stop and start again like it's a fun chore
It's my drug, I'm addicted
And it's never really as bad as it seems
I mean, I love it but I hate it too
I try my best to explain it to you
This love-hate relationship with rap and I
But the harder it becomes, the less I seem to try