Commit This To Memory

Verse 1
Self-doubt dispenses itself into my brain
The madness created from it
May cause me to go insane
I don’t need a degree in psychology
To come to the realization that you’re no good for me
My heart jumps at the sound of your voice
To change nothing at all is definitely not a choice
To say “I am what I am” is no excuse
For all of the things you have said to me

Verse 2
My happiness revolves around how you feel
If there isn’t a smile on your face
Then there’s rarely one on mine
I do what I can to hideaway from you
Even if it’s just a temporary solution
My body trembles at the sound of your voice
To change nothing at all is definitely not a choice
To say “This is the way I am” is no excuse
For all of the things you have done to me
To stop you from breaking me down
Is what I must do

Bridge
Don’t you dare forget how I feel about you
It just may be your last mistake
I’m sure you want to keep living your life
So stay the hell out of mine

Chorus
Commit this to memory
I dislike you intensely
Commit this to memory
All that you are is toxic to me

Written by B. (Tuesday, November 29, 2005)
Copyright 2005