I wont run from the power of the light
but I don't know if I can change
And I'm not a coward so I wont throw the fight
just to save a little face

Because I'm so cold and so dammed apathetic
AND Lost, I will never be saved, guess that I have to pay for the ride
So high I'm staring down the barrel of a cold blue automatic
A Cross I must bear forever, while I'm hailed as a Slave To The Grind

I'll no longer hold on to all of these broken dreams
that will never come to fruition
I admit that I'm an addict and a hopelessly broken fiend
and making it through this is my only true mission

Because I'm so cold and so dammed apathetic
AND Lost, I will never be saved, guess that I have to pay for the ride
So high I'm staring down the barrel of a cold blue automatic
A Cross I must bear forever, while I'm hailed as a Slave To The Grind

A flame that burns inside
Hurting, Aching, A Slave To The Grind
No way to turn aside
Hurt me, Hate me, I'm A Slave TO THE GRIND

The word pharmacy was derived
From pharmakeia and is defined
In short as witchcraft, a sorcery of the mind
A spell that takes over and controls one's life

And makes them A Slave To The Grind

That's why I'm so cold and so dammed apathetic
AND Lost, I will never be saved, guess that I have to pay for the ride
So high I'm staring down the barrel of a cold blue automatic
A Cross I must bear forever, while I'm hailed as a Slave To The Grind

A flame that burns inside
Hurting, Aching, A Slave To The Grind
No way to turn aside
Hurt me, Hate me, I'm A Slave TO THE GRIND

A magical spell, that could only be a black tide
Because after all there is really only that kind
And the fallen one holds it's dark nature inside
Leaking out poison to make me a Slave To The Grind

There is only black, there is no grey or white
A monkey on my back, whether it's day or night
The tendrils clamp down like a plague to my mind
I never want to come back down so I'm A Slave To The Grind

The word pharmacy was derived
From pharmakeia and is defined
In short as witchcraft, a sorcery of the mind
A spell that takes over and controls one's life

And makes them A Slave To The Grind

A phucking slave
A gawdammed slave
A Slave, A slave, A slave
I Am, gawdam
Woahhh... I am
Ohhh... GAWDAMMED!