Hi,

The song I'm referring to is a background score in Spencer Scott's Playboy Video Calendar 2007 (Miss October). I've been searching for quite a while and I have come to doubt whether it was only made for that particular video. The lyrics goes like...
"I keep on pushing and pulling, I dont know what I'm doing....."
"If u want a man to be a man you gotta know you gotta let him ....."

Something like that....

Thanks

Edit: I did some digging again, it seems she was Miss October 2007 but the song in question appears in playmate profile in Playboy Video Calendar 2009 where she is Miss April.