TOY
It’s not as easy as you and me
and that smile that you once wore
it’s not as easy as good bye
please don’t call me anymore
it’s not as easy as the wind
that blew my words into your town
its not as easy as the telephone poles
we built our love on
it was easier at first
we were too young to know
there would be a time a place in this universe
that you would have to let me go
it’s not easy to be kissed
but not enjoyed
and never missed
strung a long like a toy
its not easy
crumbling down in my room
it’s not easy
looking like a fool
it’s not easy......
Feeling like I do
it’s not as easy as time
and the waste it’s placed on me
it’s not as easy as rewind
leave him come back to me
once
twice
three times
I can’t hold on another night
so don’t tell me that you need me
don’t tell me that you care
he is in your grace now
and I am drunk sleeping on the stairs
so just leave me alone
its better when you’re not around
so I can hear me in my head
and not your god damn voice on the phone
it’s not easy
crumbling down inside my room
it’s not easy
looking like a fool
its not easy....
feeling like I do
but now I know I don’t need you