help with alternative song!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

theres a song that is always coming on my favorite radio station, and i luv it, but i dont kno the title or artist.help if u can!the beggining lyrics are something like:

"its been a while since could hold my head up high its been a while since i last saw you".

its an alternative song, by a male singer, but i dont kno much more about it.

Staind - It's been awhile

And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile since I first saw you
And it's been awhile since I could stand on my own two feet again
And it's been awhile since I could call you

And everything I can't remember
As ****ed up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means

It's been awhile
Since I can say that I wasn't addicted
And it's been awhile since I can say I love myself as well and
And it's been awhile since I've gone and ****ed things up just like I always do
And it's been awhile but all that **** seems to disappear when I'm with you

And everything I can't remember
As ****ed up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and ****ed things up again

Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day

And it's been awhile
Since I could look at myself straight
And it's been awhile since I said I'm sorry
And it's been awhile since I've seen the way the candles light your face
And it's been awhile but I can still remember just the way you taste

And everything I can't remember
As ****ed up as it all may seem to be
I know it's me
I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me

And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's ben awhile since I said I'm sorry