A song I wrote today
It is perhaps a bit rushed and sloppy
which is the reason I'm posting it here
to be told what I can improve
Torn apart
Tearing apart the fabric
Of my made-up reality
I won't take all this sh**
Gonna break away from it
Don't know where to turn
Where to run when I am down
Want to be held in your arms
Protected from this cold world
Want to hear you heartbeat
A steady beat to calm my soul
Want to see the life in your eyes
Making me feel so alive again
One more
CHANCE!
To prove
MYSELF!
In your
EYES!
Taking it all away, why would you
I try my best to make you happy
It's not enough, it never is anymore
What could I have done different
You are scarring my soul as we speak (Replaced the old line)
****ing me up without your life
Breaking me down, beating me up
I'm down to my knees, praying
One more
CHANCE!
To prove
MYSELF!
In your
EYES!
In my life, I'll always need you here
In my loneliness, you are my cure
Inside me, you will always give life
Taking my life, without a second look
I'M DEAD!
I'M MAD!
I AM NOTHING!
I feel so sad...
Without you...