Driving me CRZY!!!!!!

there is this song that I have been trying to find with no luck and it's driving me crazy. I don't think I will be able to provide alot of info but I really hope you guys can help.

The main line the chorus starts with is "I want to be your___ Soldier" I'm not sure what the word is right before soldier. It could be your kind, your shining, or anything else.

The song is sung by a guy I think and is is real soft and flowy I really LOVE the music. LOL I know this isn't alot to go on but PLEASE HELP ME i want this song so bad I will be eternally greatful to anyone who can find it or at least knows what song I am talking about and can provide more information.

Toy Soldier by Eminem?

i don't think so but thanks

Probably not this, however, I find nothing else. "When You Are a Soldier" by Steve Curtis Chapman.

When you are a soldier I will be your shield
I will go with you into the battlefield
And when the arrows start to fly
Take my hand and hold on tight
I will be your shield, 'cause I know how it feels
When you are a soldier

When you're tired from running
I will cheer you on
Look beside you and you'll see you're not alone
And when your strength is all but gone
I'll carry you until you're strong
And I will be your shield 'cause I know how it feels
When you're a soldier

I will be the one you can cry your songs to
My eyes will share your tears
And I'll be your friend if you win
Or if you're defeated
Whenever you need me I will be here

When you're lost in darkness I will hold the light
I will help you find your way through the night
I'll remind you of the truth
And keep the flame alive in you
And I will be your shield
'Cause I know how it feels
When you are a soldier

I'm wondering if the song might be "I'll Be" by Edwin McCain - and the word you thought was "soldier" is actually "shoulder," as in "I'll be your crying shoulder."