translating a poem??

hey, i made this poem. && would love someone to translate it. maybe i dont think it would be much of a poem in turkish:P lol!! thanks!


things change, and things are never going to be the same again
we lost trust,faith and love and its nothing anymore.
why cant time take me back to where it first started? where that single step started to GROW. when our love became lovers. and together forever seemed so perfect and great. that we even forgot what the future might bring. the struggles it has. and then perfect felt like not so perfect anymore. everything started to change. and nothing would ever replace what happend in the end. it is now less then perfect. nothing i can see can change what we had. and the mistakes we both made. and now i notice... its never going to happen again. So i sit here and think.. what will life bring me in.. 5 years? 10 will i be without you? and thats when i think about you. and all the memorys we shed. everything we talked about before we where dead and now i no what my job is.. too quit this love and try and get over this. its hard enough to see, and try to convince in me. we are not meant to be. we where never so perfect and ''we'' was just a fantasy that we tryed to make reality... i no we ended. i no we failed. but isnt it better being loved then not loved at all? all the hurt is fading so slowly. and the tears are vanishing now. i could not handle losing you before but i think i can now. with what happend with us and i stopped questioning now, what could of been. Now its the future and its my shot. im going to make everyday count as it was my last. yyou only live once and thats what im going to do. im not going to forget you. love? you cant forget!! i will always remember you. and everything we shared you no ive always loved you. but in the future it will be dead. Xoxo...

This is such a touching poem!! well done and thanks for the post.

----Turkish translation-----

bazi seyler degisiyor, ve asla ayni olmayacak
artik guven, inanc ve sevgiyi kaybettik ve artik bir hic olduk
zaman niye beni geri goturemiyor herseyin basladigi yere?
o tek adimin buyumeye basladigi zamana
bizim sevgimiz sevgiliye donustugunde
ve birlikte sonsuza denk kusursuz ve muhtesem gorunuyordu
gelecegimizin ne getirecegini unutacak kadar.
mucadeleleri,
ve sonra mukemmel artik mukemmel gibi hissetmedim
hersey degismeye basladi
ve hic birsey sonunda olanlarin yerini dolduramaz
artik kusursuz gozukmuyorduk
gorebildigim hic birsey degistiremez sahip oldugumuza
ve ikimizinde yaptigi hatalar
ve simdi farkina variyorum
asla bir daha yasanmayacak
o yuzden burada suanda oturup dusunuyorum... hayat bana ne getirecek 5 yil sonra?
Bundan boyle sensiz mi olacagim?
ve o an seni dusunuyorum
ve birlikte gecirdigimiz zamanin hatiralari
butun olumden once yapacagimiz seyleri bahsettigimiz anilar ve suan yapmam gerekeni biliyorum...
bu aski bitirip unutmaliyim
yeterince zor gorebilmek ve beni ikna etmek
biz olmamaliydik
biz hic o kadar mukkemmel degildik ve 'biz' sadece bir fanteziydik gerceklesdirmeye calisdigimiz...
biliyorum biz sona erdik
biliyorum basaramadik
ama sevilmek hic sevilmemekden daha iyi degil midir?
butun yaralar yavasca soluyor
ve gozyaslarim artik yok oluyor
seni kaybetmeyi tahamul edemezdim onceden ama simdi yapabilirim sanirim.
bize olanlarin ve ne olabilirdik diye sorularimi durdurdum
Artik gelecegimde sira
her gunumu son gunummus gibi yasayacagim
seni unutmayacagim. ask? unutulmaz!
seni her zaman hatirlayacagim
ve tum paylasdiklarimiz
seni her zaman sevdigimi biliyorsun
ancak gelecegimde olmus olacak...