Sebnem Ferah- Vazgectim Dunyadan

Could someone kindly translate this great song of Sebnem Ferah please

thank you in advance

Vazgeçtim Dünyadan Sözleri

Nerde sözler of nerde yüreğim
Bende sevdim of sevmedi bilenim
Ver elini sonsuzluğa
Al beni dünyadan of kalmadı sevenim

Yürekler alınmaz pulla parayla
Kim yenmiş kaderi duayla

Gelinlik giymeden
Işığı görmeden
bebeğimden önce
Vazgeçtim dünyadan

Kaderi yanmeden
utandım kendimden
Daha sevilmeden
vazgeçtim dünyadan

Nerden geldim of yolculuk nereye
Belki söyler of sorarsam kadere
Yok sevenim arzuyla
Mezarlar bile küsmüş of kadınca ölene

Vazgeçtim Dünyadan Sözleri / i gave up from the world

Nerde sözler of nerde yüreğim / where is the words of where is my heart
Bende sevdim of sevmedi bilenim / i also loved of didn't love me
Ver elini sonsuzluğa / give your hand to infinity
Al beni dünyadan of kalmadı sevenim / take me from the earth of there is not someone who loves me any more

Yürekler alınmaz pulla parayla / can't purchase the hearts with money
Kim yenmiş kaderi duayla / who beaten the destiny with prayer

Gelinlik giymeden / before i wear wedding dress
Işığı görmeden / before i don't feel the light
bebeğimden önce / before my baby
Vazgeçtim dünyadan / i gave up from the world

Kaderi yanmeden / before i beat the destiny
utandım kendimden / i shamed myself
Daha sevilmeden / before i feel the love
vazgeçtim dünyadan / i gave up from the world

Nerden geldim of yolculuk nereye / where did i come from of where the journey to
Belki söyler of sorarsam kadere / may be it tells of if i ask it to destiny
Yok sevenim arzuyla / i have not someone who loves with the desire
Mezarlar bile küsmüş of kadınca ölene / even graves has been sulked of to who dies womenly

"of" is interjection, it's explains trouble emotion.

thx, her lyrics are always so deep and enthralling... thank you very much!

Thanks for the translation of this great Sebnem Ferah song!

Could anyone help me understand (grammatically) following two phrases?

- Bende sevdim of sevmedi bilenim / i also loved of didn't love me: how would you literally translate 'sevmedi bilenim'?

- Mezarlar bile küsmüş of kadınca ölene / even graves has been sulked of to who dies womenly: the translation doesn't really make sense, the first part should be "even the cemetries have been/become angry" shouldn't it, but what about the second part "kadinca ölëne"? Could it be "(angry) at the ones dying as a woman"?

Görüsmek üzere

Bart

This song about suicide girl. Because girl has dreams and she loves somebody. and they marry her with someone else. But she is tender age. Her family took bride wealth for to marry her. "can't purchase the hearts with money" (my first estimate)

This song about suicide girl. The girl suffered so much. The person who is loved by her didn't love her. Bilen meanings familiar or knowing. But it used as beloved in here (probably platonic). "Person who knows me, person that i love. But he didn't love me, sevmedi bilenim" (my second estimate)

Kadınca ölmek meanings to die like woman. It used feminist meaning in here. Because They don't dignify to women (to her).

Sorry because my weak english