Somebody can translate Kömürlenmi Yazılmış from Davut Güloğlu pls?

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i am galled since i was born because of the pitiful truth
i have never smiled a day in this world of mortality
i am galled because of the pitiful truth from all eternity
i have never smiled a day in this world of mortality

is my fate written
by a coal
you have been gone too
what shall i do now

My god, why have you given me all these crosses?
she was all my wealth in this world and you took her away from me
My god, why have you given me all these crosses?
she was all my wealth in this world, have you considered her too much for me?

my god, my god
why have you given me all these crosses
in life in life, all that i had
have you considered her too much for me
is my fate
written by a coal
you have been gone
what shall, what shall i do now?

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u r always welcome..