please translate allahim neden

I understand she says something like " loneliness is difficult" but that's all what i understand!!!!!!!
please translate
allahım neden
gitin sen halimi bir bilsen
yanlizlik zor ne olurdu geri dönsen
kolay degil ayrilmak cani candan koparmak
askina inanmisken sevmedigini anlamak

allahim neden son birkez görmeden
böylesi sevmisken neden ayrildi neden

gitin sen halimi bir bilsen
yanlizlik zor ne olurdu geri dönsen
kolay degil ayrilmak cani candan koparmak
askina inanmisken sevmedigini anlamak

allahım neden / God, why?
gittin sen halimi bir bilsen / You're gone, if only you knew my situation

yanlizlik zor ne olurdu geri dönsen / loneliness is hard, if only you came back
kolay degil ayrilmak cani candan koparmak / it's not easy to separate, to tear apart soul from soul
askina inanmisken sevmedigini anlamak / to understand you don't love when you believed in your love

allahim neden son birkez görmeden / God, why? without seeing one last time
böylesi sevmisken neden ayrildi neden / when loving so much, why did she/he broke up, why?

gittin sen halimi bir bilsen / You're gone, if only you knew my situation
yanlizlik zor ne olurdu geri dönsen / loneliness is hard, if only you came back
kolay degil ayrilmak cani candan koparmak / it's not easy to separate, to tear apart soul from soul
askina inanmisken sevmedigini anlamak / to understand you don't love when you believed in your love

Many thanks Gensdarmes , I appreciate your help.