another song related to my f*cked up emotions

I want to smash their faces
stick a shard in their eye
****ing bastards, ****ing wankers
I want them to die.

why can’t they f*ck off?
and leave us alone
go find a little street ****?
their own special stepping stone

constantly trying things
and I cannot trust them
they think they can have anyone
pain, condemned

the day they try something
is the day they will see
my anger in it’s most violent form
and they will fear me

I’m not a violent person
but they really annoy
the happyness in my life
removing half the joy

I have doubt in my mind
I trust you with my life
but I don’t trust them
one of the ways I deal with emotion is punching &kicking or tears & strife

but they will be saved for another song
when im not puching walls
and have calmed down
or when they all crawl

Im sorry to put it this way
this is the angry side of me
one of many
that I didn’t wan’t you to see

but if I get it out now
the chances of hurting someone are low
a thing you want avoiding
so if I don’t, these feelings will only grow

im so sorry for being like this
I love you to much to let anything happen
so aggressive and doubtfull
im pathetic and so convinced…
something will happen

another side of me
one I hate and deem stupid
pathetic and overly jealous
a concerned and immature cupid.