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Dear lyrics friends

Can anyone translate this sad song for me please? Thanks!

Bir pazardý kardý kýþtý
Çarpýp gittin kapýlarý
Bir pazardý kardý kýþtý
Buralarda neyim kaldý

Bu gönlümü sana deðil
Ilgýt ýlgýt yele verseydim
Bu gönlümü sana deðil
Boz bulanýk sele verseydim

Ben sarardým ayva küstü
Ýçimde bir taze mezar
Ben sarardým ayva küstü
Çiçeðime karlar yaðdý

Bu gönlümü sana deðil
Ilgýt ýlgýt yele verseydim
Bu gönlümü sana deðil
Boz bulanýk sele verseydim

It was a cold sunday in the winter.
You have left shutting the door behind you.
It was a cold sunday in the winter.
Now I have nothing here.

I wish I have given my heart to the gently blowing wind instead of you.
I wish I have given my heart to the flooding water instead of you

I turned pale and quince* is cross
There is a freshly dug grave in me
I turned pale and quince is cross
Snow has covered my flower. (I think he means something bad happened to his love)
* (It is very common in folk songs you hear "quinces", and "to turn pale like a quince" which roughly means "to be sad" "to feel bad" or "to be depressed")

Thank you so much my friend!

I wish you love..because..It is better to love and loose, then to never have loved..

God bless you
Montse

another song he sent!! omg --he is GRRRR. i actually want to yell at him. the only one who did this to him is HIM!! he believed someone else and NOT you. he and you could be together and married by now...and he still loves you and thinks you hurt him!! grrrr. mine thinks the same--he thinks it was all me, when it was really him!!

if he is back with his wife-he shouldnt be sending these songs to you and definately he should not be seeing you...good for you saying no!! i just want to #($($I%$U$U&&^^ him :@

Tell him!! In Turkish. (and translate it for me so I know what I'm sending) Then I will send him your message in Turkish. Maybe then he will understand?

Since he went back to his children.. in Februari I have cut all contact. He's getting more desperate and still believes he will see me.
And I keep on beeing amazed that he won't let go.

I have checked my email and havn't received any Pm from you.

Have a lovely sunday, Cameron
Montse