“Just a Joke”
Strangled with the thoughts of losing again
Another example of an absent friend
Eyes full of longing, a face so thin
Look in the mirror, say it’s the end
Now it’s getting even worse as the days go by
With faky smiles and teary eyes
And I can’t leave it alone
No, I can’t leave it alone

She walks down the hall and it’s the same
One quick glance and I go insane
Laughs a laugh, it’s just a joke
I cry all night over that pink coat
‘Cause she’s so pretty it makes me cry
The face of an angel compared to mine
And I can’t leave it alone
No, I can’t leave it alone

It’s ok, ‘cause I’m gonna fail either way
So don’t worry about what to say
Because it’s just a joke

Staring at a picture taken months ago
Maybe I’ve improved, I don’t really know
The road cut short, there’s nowhere to go
Choking on tears, but put on a show
I run away so they won’t see
The perfect girl I would love to be
But just the same, I’m stuck with me
And I can’t let it go
No, I can’t let it go

I’m ok
I haven’t been crying today
So forget the tears that you saw on my face
Life, the thing I’m letting go on
So I hope that tomorrow it’ll be gone

My first laugh was just a fake
She said it was a joke
To keep me awake, then she smiled
And left me to melt again

Singing to myself when no one’s around
Watching my dreams slowly burn to the ground
I finally smile, for once in my life
But only for a second, then I start to cry
Now I see it’s been the same
Since the very first day
So I’ll have to let it go
Finally let it go

Because
It’s just a joke
Oh, it’s just a joke





yeah, it's just another sad song