Stigma of love
If I look up to the sky I always find solace
because though you're far away, it's the same ceiling.
If I write poems in which I talk about your memories,
I know that your answering sentence is 'you lose your time'.
And it's not in vain, I've lived too much,
even with such a history, you are and you will remain.
I will embrace you and kiss you in my dreams,
I will wake up, soaked in your memory.
I will walk knowing that one day I was between your fingers.
You will be my stigma of love, for I had you and I lost your flight.
Looking between the streets I found your silhouette,
and I desperate go to give you a hug.
I don't get to the corner of the train to face my failure,
because of fear of knowing who is she that today takes your hand.
And the time is not in vain, I've lived too much,
even with such a history, you are and you will remain.
I will embrace you and kiss you in my dreams,
I will wake up, soaked in your memory.
I will walk knowing that one day I was between your fingers.
You will be my stigma of love, for I had you and I lost your flight.
How hard it is to delete memories beyond the body.
You turned love in a whole mistery.
And though you're no longer here it doesn't matters
It's already enough only to know it.
I will embrace you and kiss you in my dreams,
I will wake up, soaked in your memory.
I will walk knowing that one day I was between your fingers.
You will be my stigma of love, for I had you and I lost your flight.
You will be my stigma of love, it's already a pride to know
that your mouth belonged to me yesterday.
~Ichi to sen toki boku ga okite iru yume mita shizuka ni naiteta~