im a very skilled musician.this song is called your curse or ours

if i could tear myself apart/ would you be at my funeral/ to make sure i die in peace/ or would you just sit at home, scared, afraid, and all alone/ i didn't think it would continue/ if i died and left you/ i guess all it did was just get worse/ as i died i left a curse/ so tell me why everything only comes around one time/ no one ever really has a second chance/ (rapping) christians are the ones who blame me/ jailbreakers are the people who frame me/ i guess everybodys against me/ i have no clue what i have done/ has all of this just begun/ so tell me why everything only comes around one time/ (ending vocal solo) im tearing myself apart/ your not at my funeral/ to make sure i die in piece/ your sitting alone at home/ aware,grateful and all alone/i didn't think this would continue/ if i died here and left you/ (repeat this a second time screaming)

Is this the only one you have??

I'm looking for talented lyricist to make few indie rock, pop rock projects.